Miller On Demand

Bringing you the live, uncensored, uncut, and up-to-date info from our lives. Jeff and I are using this to help bridge the gap between our friends and family and us. We are also using this blog as a written documentation of our lives and adventures of being a military family. Our current adventure has us living in Raymore, MO. We have been here for a year and a half and like it pretty well. We moved here after spending three wonderful years in Okinawa, Japan. We LOVED it there it was so much fun, the culture is amazing and we definitely miss it. But being a military family we have become accustomed to change and it has become that time again for a change. So we are embracing our life here in Missouri but also planning a move to Chicago in the summer. Such is the life of the military but we are hoping that it will bring great experiences and memories like we have experienced in the past.

Jeff and I are both 28, we have been married for 8 years, together for 10 and known each other for over 13 years. We have been struggling with infertility for over five years. We found out after a year of trying that I have PCOS and it definitely makes things harder in the TTC universe. We got pregnant in 2010 using Clomid and sadly suffered a miscarriage. We had to take a break from TTC because it was controlling our lives but we got back on it when we came back to the states. We went to a RE here in MO and he wanted to hold off on trying for six months so that I could participate in this PCOS trial he was doing using BC pills and a Flax Seed Pill. He also wanted me to lose weight (which is what all of my doctors have told me and I have been trying to). Anyways the trial lasted for six months and after that we would talk about our options with Clomid or Femara (I wasn’t ready to start IUI or IVF quite yet). When the trial ended I didn’t have a chance to make it back in to see him right away. I suppose it was a good thing that I couldn’t go see him right away because my first period after being off BC I ended up getting pregnant. Without any medicines or treatments or anything we definitely didn’t think anything would happen we figured we would have to go back in and try more meds before we would ever get pregnant again and BAM it came out of nowhere and we were pregnant! We are definitely blessed with this miracle baby and are so excited we can’t wait to find out everything we can and finally meet our little baby!

Right now, we are enjoying our 3 extremely spoiled dogs: Marley (7 year old Dachshund) and Tucker (6 year old Akita/Husky), and Coco (our crazy hyper 1 year old Chesapeake Bay Retriever!) and exploring this new home that we have and the sites around it. I hope you enjoy reading about our adventures as much as I enjoy posting about them.

Disclaimer: I post whatever I want about whatever I want. Sometimes I just reblog, sometimes its personal, political, religious, it doesn’t matter if I feel like posting it I will. If you don’t like that you can always unfollow. I have anon on so you can always ask me anything. I do not put up with bullying or bad mouthing so save your time I won’t respond or post them.
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This entire movie was an emotional roller coaster but this is the scene that absolutely shattered my heart.

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Ohkay, here it is!!

I’m doing a $25 Carter’s gift card giveaway!! Winner also gets a bunch of coupons from Carter’s and a special gift from Sophia and me!


Reblog= 1 entry
Likes do NOT count.

You can follow me if you want, but I won’t really rely on that.

Must me a parent or pregnant.

I will check your blog to make sure you are not just a giveaway blog. You have to be an actually user.

Reblog as much as you want. Just don’t spam your followers.

This ends on July 30! Winner will be announced August 1! You have to be comfortable with giving me your address to ship the gifts!

Good luck :D

By the way the winner of this will not only get the gift card and a small surprise but also a small box full of New Orleans best treats! :)

Ah! good luck guys :))

June 2, 2014
Mommy loves you more than you’ll ever realize and she promises to do her absolute best to give you everything she can.

June 3, 2014
You are such a blessing baby, nothing less.

June 4, 2014
Dreaming of your smile and the way your laugh is going to sound.

June 5, 2014
Baby please stop making Mommy so sick, I miss food.. all you like is chocolate.

June 6, 2014
Even though Daddy doesn’t want you to have his hair, I hope have bountiful curls.

June 7, 2014
Today I told Auntie Jeanneth about you, our pregnancies are only a few weeks apart. How sweet is that?

June 8, 2014
Mommy already gets teary-eyes at the thought of you graduating high school one day.

June 9, 2014
Daddy likes to rest his head on my belly, even though you’re only about an inch long right now. My sweet angel.

June 10, 2014
Knowing that your sweet heart now has all four chambers, and knowing that heart will keep you going for the rest of your beautiful life makes Mama so happy

June 11, 2014
Mommy graduated today and knowing I was experiencing that moment with you was bittersweet. I love you so much

June 12, 2014
Hi baby, I swear I thought I felt you today. I googled it to see if it’s possible and supposedly it is. So I’m rolling with it xoxo

June 13, 2014
Mommy and Daddy told Lola and Grandpa that we are expecting you today then we went to a rock concert, but left early because I was feeling sick.

June 14, 2014
I honestly cannot wait to kiss you, and bite your cheeks. I can only imagine how breathtaking you are.

June 15, 2014
Happy Father’s Day to Daddy, in these upcoming years you and I will be spoiling him, he deserves it.

June 16, 2014
Mommy started bleeding today, please stay with me little one. Tonight will be full of prayers.

June 17, 2014
Went to the doctors today and you’re still with me, thank the heavens. Love you. Ps. Thank you for letting me eat oatmeal without getting sick

June 18, 2014
Today has been a whirlwind went to the ER today. Thank god I haven’t lost you. I love you more than ice cream.

June 19, 2014
Your memories deserve to fill out this book and more. Please stay with me.

June 20, 2014
Begging to get the chance to love and nurture you the rest of your life.

June 21, 2014
I’m sorry, I wish I had the chance to give you everything. Mommy loves you more than everything. I’m sending all my love your direction baby. Please help give me the strength to keep going. My heart has never felt so broken. I will always be your Mother. I will celebrate you everyday. I wish I could have celebrated with you but life isn’t always fair. I hope you know how much I love you, and how I’ll never be able to eat chocolate ice cream without thinking of you. The short time we got to spend with you taught Daddy and I so much. We will carry you in our hearts for the rest of our lives, and one day it’ll be our chance to finally hold you.

"You deserve to be remembered", Ashley Davis (via ashketchumz)

Omg very accurate

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Marrying young is not the end of my freedom. It means I want to travel and see the world, but with her by my side. It means I still like drinking in bars and dancing in clubs, but stumbling home with her at 2am and eating pizza in our underwear. It means I know that I want to kiss those lips every morning, and every night before bed. If you see marriage as the end of your ‘freedom’, you’re doing it wrong.

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this is literally the greatest subtitling job that has ever been done. someone learned how to speak cat.

*laughs irl*

I can’t stop watching!!



And Dany stops by to help out, so they ask her to be a Queen too. 


The end. 

it got better


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tumblr friendships are hard to maintain like im sorry i know i havent talked to you in 5 months but you’re still super rad and i still consider us friends im just dumb

Tumblr friendships and long distance friendships. Yay the life of the military. :)

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Filming a rainbow when suddenly.



Filming a rainbow when suddenly.


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The idea to display the pets inside the store started in Singapore as a collaboration between Ikea and two animal shelters, according to Business Insider. Together they formed the project Home for Hope.

Watch the full video and also learn which state in the United States will be adopting pet displays in their Ikea stores here. 

this actually broke my heart a little bit and i cried what has the internet done to me wait no i just FUCKING LOVE DOGS SO MUCH

I hope all the ikea’s do this

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This is important. Stop big cat hunting. This literally is making me cry. 

The way the lion tries to shut out the light…

:Why would you shoot it?

I cannot think of any reason to kill a Lion. You don’t eat it. It’s a waste.

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